The alabaster box of the soul
Opening moving boxes reveal broken memories..smashed to pieces…busted keepsakes. As I have held the pieces in my hands, feelings of forgetting special moments or neglecting to recall certain individuals who have blessed my life flood my mind. Moving can be stressful.
Yet, when I recall that I am not called to find a permanent home on this earth…when I recall that, as Scripture says, I am just a “pilgrim passing through” (1 Peter 2:11)…and all of life is “but a vapor” (Psalm 39:5)… I can take comfort in the divine nature of our God…HE IS UNCHANGING (Hebrews 13:8).
Faces change, landscapes are rearranged by each new set of military orders—yet, my Risen Savior, Jesus Christ, is constant. Despite the moves, despite the difficulties, YET I WILL PRAISE THE GOD OF MY SALVATION (Habakkuk 3:17-18).
Thus, I willingly and unabashedly smash the alabaster box of my soul to pour out my life and all that I have for the glory of Jesus Christ. I pour out my need for security to declare that my security is found in Him (Psalm 121). I weep as I let go of my own ideas to embrace those much higher and greater then mine by Almighty God Himself (Isaiah 55:8-9). I offer my meager offering of redeemed self by the blood of Jesus Christ to the God who has need of nothing, shouting “Here am I.”
הִנְנִ֥י (hin·nî)
Send me !”
שְׁלָחֵֽנִי׃ (šə·lā·ḥê·nî)
(Isaiah 6:8)
May we realize the impact of our lives in light of worshipping Jesus Christ out of a heart pursuant of faithfulness and holiness—realizing that it is all for Him—every single breath of this life is for His glory and our good (Romans 8:28). We may not always see it, but we do not have to (Jeremiah 29:11). God promised that HE KNOWS the plans He has for us, but never promised that He would reveal — rather, we are championed and spurred on to FAITH (Hebrews 11:6) in His trustworthiness…for He alone is worthy (Revelation 5:12-13).
Some may see such passion and zeal for Jesus Christ as foolishness (Luke 6:22), but the Lord will indeed have His will either through heartaches or hallelujahs. He is sovereign (Colossians 1) and cannot lie (Hebrews 6:18-19). I humbling submit to Your will, Lord Jesus, knowing that You know fully what is best for both me and my family (Luke 22:42). USE US FOR YOUR GLORY, Lord Jesus. Mold us, break us, make us (Romans 9:20-21) into the people You would have us to be for You. For its in Jesus’ name I pray, amen